If you are not taking any of my advice...
then...
please don't have to ask me what you have to do and what happened...

I am happy at first this morning...
who won't be happy when we heard that our sister got straight A's in her SPM!!
Good job sis!!
You always made me proud of you!! ♥
although you got some subjects that you are not satisfies with it...
but let me tell you...you already GREAT!!

Second thing...
Should be saying sorry to my STPM friend...
I didn't ask about your result...
because I really scare that I have nothing to comfort you guys..
sorry for being so self-fish... T.T

Then this thing happened...
without any sign...
without any expectation...
it happened again and again...
or should I say it never stop because someone don't want it to be stopped..
but I do want it to stop...
I'm just tired of it...
Really really tired...mentally and physically...
I already learnt to put it aside...
so
PLEASE don't get me involved it in again...
there is nothing to do with me actually...
totally NO....

Stress of homework and syllabus....
suddenly feel the stress in chemical practical class today...
doing pass year without any notes...
feel that I have many things haven't study...
many things haven't done...
many things don't understand...
feel I'm so useless...T.T

ps: thanks for staying by my side all the time... ♥

回家的感觉真好!! ^.^
但太多太多的诱惑了... 哈哈 😄

Going back to college few more hours later...
Hope everything going smooth and nice this week!! ^.^

Heard that things went well this few days I'm not in college...
I do really hope that they can continue to be friends...
Nooo!! Is we can continue to be best friends in college!!
I really hope that!! and I can see that things went nice so far...
Glad of it!!
This is what I want..I want peace and peace from everyone!! ♥

可能是最近发生太多事情了...
爱上了一个人独自留在宿舍房里做功课, 累了就睡一下, 闷了就上网 sms 的日子...
喜欢一个人静静的思考...
对不起, 就让我自私那么的一次...
什么都不管, 什么都不理... >.<

I do really hope that things will get back normal soon...
I don't think I have the right to scold or say anything bad about him or her...
I do really hope that they can know to think before they open their mouth and tell the story or maybe I need to use the word 'spread'??
It's not fair to the others as well...
You know nothing then you blame him or her for 'making things worst'!!
But it's actually not from him or her?? Who knows?? Definitely you don't know about it!!
I don't like to see people with those kind of view...why are you making me to see you like that!!

And that person who spread the rumours!! If you can just keep it as a secret then just keep it instead of spreading it of!!
That actually make yourself both of them get hurts...
Now the other one that care of us also get hurt although he is not involved in this situation!!
Please DO think about who are you telling and how reliable are them...
Are they going to keep it for you?? Who are you to them?? Please THINK!!
I'm really frustrated about it!!
Sorry to say..but you did make things worst now!!

I wish I don't know about what is happening now!!
Things happen one by one...When it is going to end!! >.<
Do you think I'm happy with it!!
Everyday I saw my friends with a sad face...I will be sad and worry too!!
Please be good to me...Please...

ps: thanks him for staying with me and listen to my nonsense all the time because I know he is not that guy that will care about what is happening now..thanks.. ♥

Homework!!
Uncountable homework!!
Past years, tutorials, practical jotter and many many more...
Pressure seems like drop on my shoulder and I don't feel like doing anything now...
Maybe I'm lazy but I think that I'm tired of everything now...that's all I can say...
I'm just lazy to figure it out what can I do now...

*Please be good to me...Don't make me feel that it's a waste of time to handle this kind of problems and study..

Still
Life Goes On
Will try to make things better
And I know I can!! ♥